Saturday, March 28, 2009


Currently Listening to: B.Y.O.B By: System of a Down. Nice song, sounds good in it's own weird way...

Gah, I'm so sleepy! I was up till around 2 am watching "The Secret Life Of Bees". It was a really good movie, altough drepressing.

Hmm... I really don't have any to say at the moment. Just wanted to update, because if I don't then I probably never will. I have a tendency to put off things I want/need to do till I end up not doing it at all. Tis' a bad habit of mine...

Ooo! "Beyond The Horizon" By Bob Dylan just came on!! I lurves (yes, 'lureve') this song. I usally don't like country music (infact I hate country music), but this song is just so pretty.

Welps, guess I'm done with my incoherent ramblings. (Hey, I spelled incoherent right!! :D )


~"The two enemies of human happiness are pain and boredom." - Arthur Schopenhauer

Wednesday, March 18, 2009


Ugh...Not feeling too good. My head feels like it's going to pop like a balloon. But, I'm listening to "Narcolepsy" by Ben Folds Five, so all is well... Just Kidding, I still feel like I'm going to throw up :D


Don't feel like writing much today. Maybe I'll write something else later. (Or maybe not)

~"Bored... Bored. Bored. Bored. I've only been here for two months, and I'm already bored. No unnecessary sedation, no electro-shock therapy, not even any elevator music. This place has become confining somehow. I feel...restrained. And yet, I sense my destiny is at hand. Things are changing and a brilliant idea has come to me. I will leave this place." - "The Tick"

Saturday, March 14, 2009

Worn-Out Jeans

A good friend is like your favorite pair of jeans. You know, the ones with the patched up holes from being worn too many times. But you still love them because they fit so nicely and they're old and reliable. Or at lest thats how I imagine a good friend is. I've never really had a "best friend" or really any friends at all. The people I consider friends now are really just the people I hang out with at lunch. I used to have a friend whom, I considered somewhat close, but she moved to Kansas (recently she moved back to Texas, but father north from me). We would still talk through e-mail & IM, and once she visited. We went to go see "Iron Man" (good movie might I add). She had changed quite a lot, but not really. It was like she was still the friend I remembered, but somehow diffrent. When we went to the movies I wore the shirt she bought me for christmas. I pointed to my shirt and the conversation went as followed:

Her: "oh, nice shirt."
Me (shocked) :"This is the shirt you bought me!"
Her: "oh, I did??"
Me: "For christmas, remember??"
Her: "oh..."

I gotta say, it kinda hurt that she didn't remember. I was going to ask about my bracelet that I gave her before she moved away(that she was not wearing), but I decided not too. I don't think I wanted to know the answer (ie: "What bracelet??") .

We've kinda lost contact... Haven't e-mailed each other in while (maybe she forgot).

Anywhose, I'm about to go eat a really, really late breakfast. G'day....

~"A friendship that can be ended didn't ever start."- Mellin de Saint-Gelais, Oeuvres po├ętiques

Friday, March 13, 2009

First Post...

Oooo... I have a blog. Hurray for conformity!! :D Meh, I just got this so I can comment on my friend's blog, but I suppose that I'll post now and then.... So, I guess I should introduce myself


Hello, my name is * censored*and I might be in serious need of some mental help. Or rather... My name is * censored * and I could very well be outside you window watching you at this very moment...or My name is * censored * and I like speaking in an english accent.... Or My name is * censored * and I am a human just like you and the other billions people on earth...yea, I'll go with that... I'm currently living somewhere in Texas (although I'm orginally from New Orleans), I'm 14 (my b-day is in May) and a freshman in high school. Nice to meet whom ever might be reading this (which I suspect is no one).... Ta-ta for now my fellow sheepole (Get it? It's a joke about conformity & following the crowd. "sheep people". Haha?)....

~"Some mornings it just doesn't seem worth it to gnaw through the leather straps." -Emo Philips